Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Talking to my self....

"Sometimes, you have to look back in order to understand the thing that lie ahead". I find this quotation so apt and meaningful in the context of our life. And in order to look back, we need to introspect and talk to our own solitude. We can lie to our loved one but can never lie to our own soul. Few day ago I just wanted to speak to my self and gave a thought that many of us avoid talking to our own self as some one well said- "Many people suffer from the fear of finding oneself alone, and so they don't find themselves at all". Perhaps I had the same fear but some how I managed to spend some time with my solitude and this poem came out as a result-

Sochta hu aaj khudse kuch baat karu
Beete hue kuch lamho ko yaad karu
Kuch pal hansi ke aur kuch pal name ke
Aaj fir un yaado se sarokar karu!
Sochta hu aaj khudse kuch baat karu!!

Ek wo pal jisme khoya tha apno ko
Ya wo pal jisme paaya hai sapno ko
Sochta hu aaj main kise yaad karu
Sochta hu aaj khudse mulaqat karu!!

Haasil sapne ya jhuti muskan kahu
Khoye lamhe ya bichda hua sath kahu
Royu gam me unke ya ek hansi mulaqat kahu
Sochta hu unko ya khudko hi yad rakhu
Sochta hu aaj khudse kuch baat karu!!

Yuhi jeeta rahu logo ko hansi baant te
Aur apne gamo se khud hi ittifaq rakhu
Aaj fir us khuda se kuch faryad karu
Ya shayad main khud se hi baat karu!!

Like me there would many people suffering from this problem and believe me this problem is really grave as- "Our vision can become clear only when we can look into our own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes."